SO hypothetically speaking you are kinda low key as well as high key like practicing Wicca lol. but like u’ve also really gotten into tarot hehe, and like at a certain point you just started to only have love readings. like hella two of cups, the lovers, and stuff like that like #divinecounterparts, #twinflameenergy and like ur therapist said u might have anxiety so obvs this stresses u out because u do believe in tarot , but it is not always saying cool calm and casual things. and like the love readings are especially stressful bc like that thing earlier in the year with that one (hypothetical) guy and the french friend situation (french friend like french kissing friend so therefore like friends with benefits). so yeah like that whole hypothetical situation was like in theory super stressful and the stress of that situation followed you so any more kind of love stuff is confusing and like scawy. dhkjsdhfkjhsd. but more and more you began to realize the french friend was not like vibes for u and u kinda are like want to like live on a commune and like just be in love with someone and not be like only just h0rny even tho thats ur brand ahahaha. but anyways the love readings started to be like “yeah, no to fwb, but smtg heart eyes coming for you soon” like soon soon. and so i was like “worm?” like with that one guy? and the cards were like “no sis,,, no” so i was like whoo? and they kept being stingy w details until i started to get the six of cups consistently. whats that, one might ask,,, it like reunion with old friend. okay, so im like okay this cood only be someone i knew like as a wee tot. so i had a little list going in my head of who it cood be. like a couple of people in your life from like youth, so like one guy you maybe had a huge crush on, this other guy you wanted to save from his majorly toxic family, and basically nobody else. so youre confused,,, lik who tf is it especially bc it cood nt be that one guy.
But then who texts you out of the blue on a tuesday when ur actually doing something for somebody that the one fwbish almost guy,,, complicated sry i know. But anyway this one person who was like your first ever friend at all, this person that youve known since u were like 5 years old texts you out of nowhere. hes al like “saw u on snap and i miss u and want to hang and im single now” so okay hypothetically you havent seen this guy in over a year bc of the pandemic like obviously, but also prob bc of his gf who he is apparently not dating anymore. so like one weird thing youre remembering about his girlfriend is that she had said (more than once!) that she like coodnt imagine, or like woodnt want him to date n e one but her (obvs) or me… wtf,,, like what the fr*ck does that mean??? like she never said it aggressively or nothin but,, confusion. but like going back to the tarot aspect, the cards been telling you that someone is can’t stop thinking abt u,, has been like watching ur watching ur socials (yeah obvs the cards are for like ur own interpretation,, but i said what i said) and so initially you think, that is not applicable bc u never post on any social medias at all, but in this one instance he sees u on snapchat on somebody’s story (u were dressed as a hot af big titty kinda witch in like a crushed velvet number,,, but mainly tits tbh) when you were still sober, so u looked hot asf. but he texts and wants to hang out and u make plans and then he texts you,,, like casually ig but he texts your name to u like for example “I’ll see you friday y/n” okay so idk if that’s like immediately some kind of indication of anything right?
Well maybe it is actually. so ur plans get canceled bc he silly and forgot it was his moms bday, but ur like, ok thats okay i can meet with two of my friends who know him like just as well as i do, as well as his ex girlfriend. so last night you go and hang out w the girlies, and ur like,,, hey can yall read these texts im having confuse. and your one friend, lets call her skin care enthusiast is like “hmm yeah it seems like he l*kes you” uhmm wha? and skin enthusiast and somehow a fan of Tool, are both like,,, yeah it always maybe kinda seemed like he l*ked u, like in highschool,, and probs even middle school. Now what the fr*ck. am i idiot???
Tbt to middle school when i had a home ec class with the one guy who tarot said no to, and the other guy that has recently reached out again. and like i cood just be silly and having a hard time recalling memories from when i was 12,,, but like they both had some kind of weird tension ,, i was 12 and h*ted myself and was like heheh noone cood l*ke me (silly and goofy :p) and like ig i just ignored it and maybe even made a subconscious choice for the one guy,,, bu the other guy might have harbored som kind of f**lings for m*. Right im so silly bc we also all three spent a lot of time together during highschool and like by that time the other guy had begun dating the one girl, and like this is an anti-infidelity blog so like obvs he was just like my bes fren, and it was only weird when his gf said to me what she said (again, more than once). SO have i always missed signs???
i think that answer is yes bc im so silly el oh el. but now im like anxious to see him again after so long, and then now that it feels different,,, and not just like a friend thing and more like a kisses and heart eyeds thing which is v weird imo. n e way supposed to get lunch this thursday but i keep runnin hypothetical (hahahahahahehehhehehehe) scenarios in my little brain kinda driving myself crazy. Anyway,, if hypothetically this was your situation, how wood u proceed, like what wood u be thinkin, how wood u be actin,,, totally hypothetical of course.
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